Antipsychotics… All Quiet On The Bloggy Front 22 Mar 2023 I can't believe it's been two weeks since I've filled this space with something. Thing is, I've been riddled with panic attacks nearly every day lately. I have been to…
Mental Illness No Rest For The Wicked 15 Mar 202321 Mar 2023 When you are on the crazy floor, your atheism takes a vacation. You are visited by chaplains who are constantly shoving the Bible at you as if it's going to…
bipolar Do Not Tell Me To Fucking Smile Unless You Have Entertained Me First 5 Dec 20225 Dec 2022 Real quick one. I can no longer tolerate people who come out of the gate telling me to "SMILE!" Fuck off. Tell me a joke if you want to see…
Antipsychotics… More Drug Follies 1 Oct 20201 Oct 2020 Not the fun ones. I'm talking crazymeds again. Last night I began my withdrawal from Clozapine and began transitioning to a milder, somewhat analogous anti-psychotic, Zyprexa. It was a hard…
Uncategorized Things To Stop Doing 8 Apr 2016 I am an Iraq war veteran. I came back with a case of PTSD and a biploar flareup. I subsequently went crazy in 2011. I made it to nine years,…
Uncategorized Today In “Dick Move, Cops” 7 Apr 20167 Apr 2016 It's actually more than a dick move in one case because a girl with bipolar disorder is shot to death after her family asks police for help. When Melissa Boarts…
Uncategorized Bipolar Blues 11 May 201511 May 2015 You may have taken a peek into my archives in 2011 while you were here. This blog was a conduit for all of my rage and mania. Looking back, some…
Uncategorized Asshole In A Foxhole 13 Mar 201514 Mar 2015 Todd Starnes, like most conservative pundits, loves to be on the wrong side of an issue. Yesterday on Fox News(where else), he lamented the plight of one Chaplain Wes Modder,…
Non-Bipolar Housecleaning 2 Mar 2015 It seems that I have stabilized. Feel free to have a look at what I was up to in the fateful year of 2011. I was having a nervous breakdown…
How Crazy I Really Was 19 Oct 201120 Oct 2011 I better get it all down before I forget. It all sounds like something besides mania but everyone insists that it is merely a manifestation of my disorder. If you're…